| Location | Abergele |
| Age | 1 month |
| Date of Birth | 3/2007 |
| Date of Death | 4/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,702 since 27/06/2007 |
| Creator |
x X In loving memory of Joshua Thomas Lewis - Skellon X x
His mother Ciera Lewis aged 20 and his farther Gafyn Skellon aged 24
x X From North Wales Abergele X x
My dear Joshua passed away in my arms on the 5th of April 2007 he was only 18 days old, he was born 16 weeks early i went into very early labour an i was in labour for five days, an nobody knew why i went into early labour untill after i had my little boy, i had an inffection but the consultants didnt know what kind, he weight 1lb 9 an a half ounces ge was so so small the smallest nappies they hap in the hospital was so so big him he had 10 fingers an 10 toes an had really dark hair we was just perfect i couldnt of wished for him to be any different time, time went by an he seemed to be doing so so well he was takin to his milk an was such a little fidget he would never keep still.
Then one day he was not passin urine an he needed alot of help from the ventilator an it was damaging his lungs hours an hours went by an i could stop cryin i had gafyn my partner with me and they told me that there is not much more they can do for him my heart got ripped out that day an still to this day it has not been replaced we called all our families an friends to come an say goodbye to my beautiful baby joshua but as he was still woth us i called my vicar to get him christaned we had already asked Sarah my friend and Jeff gafyn brother in law but as thet were still work we just had there name called in the service im so so ad we did that also my mum lives in london an i live in north wales so she made her way up i will never ever forget that day or night.
After everyone had seen him they waited outside as me an joshua dad gafyn said good bye we put him in a baby grow an told him how much we loved him an he opened his eyes an looked straight at us as if to say im not ready to go my heart just went out to him i just wanted to hold him forever an never ever let him go he stayed with us till 1.37am he was without the machines for a good fiew hours an he was just still lookin at me as if to say its time for me to go he wigeled his tung looked at me an gafyn for another couple of min an then went my dear dear Joshua i love you so so much were ever you are my boy i love you so so so much you will always be in mine an your dads heart x X X X X X X x
All our love to you Joshua Thomas
mummy and daddy -x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
x - X Joshua would of been due on the 8th July 2007 X - x
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Thank you for everyone support xxxx
Dear little Joshua, well its two years tomorrow that you left everyone behind. So sad that you never got to see your beutifull little sister. How unfair life is that your Granny only had the heartbreak of sying bye to you and never meeting your sis.
Think of you all the time and especially your brave parents. Always in my thoughts and hearts, love Aunty Lesley xxxxxxxxxxxx Uncle Paulxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Well little man it would of been your 2nd birthday today we just wish you were here to celebrate it, but your up there playing with the angel's in god's garden and i bet your having the best time ever :-) im sure your looking down on your mummy, daddy and little sister Maddie and looking after them, she's a little cutie pie isnt she :-) well you enjoy your day sweetie just wish you were here, be safe love and miss you loads and loads love your cousin Jamie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
dear joshua
Hi sweetie, well its been 366 days since you were taken from us and i can't even begin to describe how much we all miss you. We all think about you all the time and miss you so so much. We would love nothing more than for you to be here with us but god needed a special angel to go and play in his garden and he chose you. You are so special and i think you play tricks on your mummy don't you, especially with her necklace. Well you keep doing it little one to tell mummy your watching over her to keep her and your little sister safe. We all love you dearly joshua, be safe darlin love you lots and lots jamie,chloe and carl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sending love
I lost my daughter in 2004 and the pain is still very much with me. There is no greater pain than to loose your child so I just want to send my love to you both. Be gentle with yourselves x x x
sorry
im so so sorry to hear that hunni no1 should have to go through what you did and joshua and you will allways be in my heart and thoughts and if u ever wanna talk im allways here xxxx
little soilder
hello little man, i hope your ok up there and your playing with the angels sweetheart. We all miss you lots and lots and would do anything to have you here with us. We are really looking forward to your little sister coming into the world but it dosn't mean that we will forget you. You are always in our thoughts and we love and miss you so so much. Have a good time playing in gods garden. Love you loads hunny love from your cousn jamie, your 2nd cousin chloe and carl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx p.s keep looking down on your little sister to make sure she is ok sweetheart xxxxx
joshua
To our dear Joshua, we all love and miss you dearly i will never forget the day we had to say goodbye to you. your mummy and daddy miss you so so much and we all think about you all the time. We wish you were here with us. Love and miss you lots and lots sweet dreams little man love your cousin jamie and little cousin chloe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sorry seems to be the only word....
Gavyn I remember when you were born, i am an old friend of your sister Sam's. Life does get better even though its so so hard to understand why Joshua was taken from you. Keep strong and cry when you want it does you good. My friend lost her little boy of eight to cancer and to this day I'll never forget him...but years later she had a little girl who was Scott's double but Scott will never be replaced or forgotten. You will be blessed with a baby again and you will tell it all about their big brother. Love to all your family I know your going through another heart wrenching time at the moment xxxxxx Andre xxxxxxx
So sorry too you all xxx
We too lost our baby boy joshua, he was 13 weeks early, died at 6 days old febuary the 5th 2007, we know your pain and its the worst pain ever.
Your baby will always be with you in your heart and will never be forgotten, blessings and love too you all, and too you baby joshua xxxx
i am so so sorry that your little one isnt here with you. i lost my son last july, i know the heartache that you are going through. its so unfair.
i know u would do anything to have him here with yous, he is in a better place now.
play nicely with my Adam, Joshua!!!
take care xoxo
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